Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Wordless Wednesday #6 *LOST*

Posted by Belle Edwin at 5:12 PM 2 comments


I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writing that was on the wall
If I'd only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognized the girl you are today
And, God, I hope it's not too late
Hmmm... It's not too late
'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
'Til the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your world's crashing down
And you can't bear the thought
I said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy
But you're not
Things have seemed to change
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
'Til the light comes pouring through
'Cause when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When the world's crashing down
And you can not bear the cross
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost

P/S: can this post described as WW? tapi banyak sungguh ayat dia kan...
btw, sometimes we got lost ba kan..
but whatever it is..
please take your GPS and reroute it to home back!
heheh...should i post MB 'Home' song?

Monday, December 24, 2012

Tekezut Mak!

Posted by Belle Edwin at 2:54 PM 4 comments
Its Sunday Evening..
A perfect time to have such a heavenly evening nap..
I’m laying down lazily at our living room,
My baby Heaven was playing next to me…
Suddenly, I heard the baby cry..So loud..
I’m shocked and woke up frantically searching for my baby..
Mamai-mamai lagi ni…
And ask ‘Mana Heaven? Mana Heaven?’..i looked everywhere..Searching for him..
Then I saw my husband’s face…laughing so hard with Heaven looking back at me with his round eyes on husband's hand…
Husband stops the video, on my bro’s tab…
CIS!!!! Tak guna!!
Sungguh mengganggu tidur petang sy!!

ok...mungkin beginila lemak2 saya begegar time tekejut kan..

p/s: well..Mommy’s love kan…refleks saja tebangun dari tidur..
lagi *sandi my husband.. Heaven nangis..lagi kuat dengkuran dia!

*Sandi = Teruk

Thursday, December 20, 2012


Posted by Belle Edwin at 4:26 PM 18 comments
It’s about a week plus till 2012 saying goodbye to us.
So, how was your 2012’s resolution going so far?
Tercapai suda? Well for me, I didn’t make any list this year..
Since I am pregnant, I didn’t set any goal and I just want to enjoy the motherhood year *ceh!
2013 will approach us in another 11 days.. Did you set your next year’s resolution..
I’ve set one in my mind, and I think its kinda challenging for me to make it happen..
Let me spill it..
I always wanted to have Pixie Cut style on me.
*Picture by google*
Modern Pixie Style

Well I don’t care if it suit me or not..
I just want it on my head! Well, I know it’s so easy get that
Just drive straight to saloon and ask the stylish to cut my hair kan? Haha.. I am not the one who see my face like always, yala..bukan 24/7 mau tingu cermin kan..
Husband not really agrees with my decision. His reason: He don’t want his wife to look alike a man.

Dear Husband,
it doesn't make me any less feminine if i have boyish short hair
I am the one who do the house chores anyway… :P
So please husband…
Like for ONCE..let me have this style on me..

p/s: dengan harapan dia membaca post ini

till then…

Thursday, November 29, 2012

New Dos and Don'ts for Train Passenger

Posted by Belle Edwin at 10:52 PM 6 comments

Well since we’re not having our car around, me and husband take public transportation for everyday journey to work place.
I don’t have any other choices but travel by train, 2 trains to be exact! From Pandan Indah transit at Masjid Jamek and headed to Datuk Keramat, the nearest station to my work place.
I did see lots of peeps during my everyday ride with some annoying behavior that I noticed.
Oya, I purposely dedicated this post to All Annoying Train’s Passengers!
Well, this post is also adding some of the Dos and Don’ts that we already have such as…
1.       Prioritize seat for the needed one;
2.       Give way for others to disembark before entering the trains;
3.       And…bla…bla…bla…


This only applicable when there is no *VIP (Pregnant women, **OTAI and OKU) around. Please guys, think practical, if u standing in front of the empty seat PLEASE JUST HAVE A SIT, You just blocking other’s way to disembark and enter the train. It doesn’t make you any less courtesy by doing that.. Offer your seat when you see the VIP around, and if no such person, please DO THE RIGHT THING.

What? Are you a pole dancer? Or you don’t even know what the pole is for? Let me explain, the pole is for the standing passengers to hold on to, so they are not going to fall like bowling pins. So guys, I know you think you look COOL leaning on the pole…mau posing ala2 supermodel la konon? not selling fish (selfish) :P, bare in mind we, the standing passengers don’t want to be a huge size of falling bowling pins!

Hahaha..please guys, whether you work in air-cond place or not, or you think you don’t have body odor, please wear deodorant! You are the only one, who adores your own smell…oh, plus your spouse! Like seriously, please guys! You don’t want others puke on you kan..? So please..

Emm, I should start creating a sign for this new dos and don’ts.
Like this? Urgh..forget it..

  **OTAI- Old Timer/ Old people or beliau2 kalau di Sabah cakap.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

3 IN 1!

Posted by Belle Edwin at 1:03 PM 5 comments
I am officially a '3 in 1 women'!
I'm 'Worker+Student+Mom'
study will begin by mid November..
who says im not stressed out!
I'm freaking out..
i think a lot lately...
am i going to be a good worker? how bout my productivity?
can i have a good grade?
how about son? am i going to be a good mother, a wife?
I am not a Super Woman as i always convinced myself..
i know i'm not..
well friend out there,if u used to be a 3in1 women...
 please share with me 
how do u manage to pass all these challenges?
advise needed here..

Wednesday, September 26, 2012


Posted by Belle Edwin at 2:22 PM 6 comments
Shiok butul o dangar sama tetingu komen kawan-kawan yang masih pakai ni perkataan
even they are not in Sabah 
others may wondering what is KAMA and GIA means..
well...i dont even know..
tapi shiok ba tu ayat kalau ada these two words..
Kalau saya, saya rasa ni perkataan bikin kasi sadap tu ayat ba..
kalau kamu?

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Saya suda Bersalin!

Posted by Belle Edwin at 9:41 AM 12 comments
hahaha.....after 2 months and 2 days baru mau hapdet blog..
katara betul pemalas kan..
Yes friends..ive already delivered a healthy baby boy on 10th July 2012..
ngam2 Estimate Deliver Date (EDD) saya..
campin kan baby sy..on the due date dia keluar...
so the boy is 3kgs on the day he born and panjang dia 52cm...
me and Husband named him
K McHeaven
and yes you may wondering what is K stand for..
actually husband want to named him KAY ba...
but im not really into that name since its sound like a girl's name..
so..he ended up with just a letter 'K'..
and finally, K is stand for 'KING'
'KING in our family (after a long wait)
and a GIFT that sent from HEAVEN'
**** proud to present u my lil King

Me and Heaven (couple hours after birth) :)

Heaven aged 1 day

Heaven at 7 weeks

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Movie Date (#1)

Posted by Belle Edwin at 4:57 PM 3 comments

I always heard my friends complains that they really miss to have a movie date.. 
but since they own theirs minis, they don't have time to have one.. 
and i always say to them, that do not use kids as an excuse to not having one.. 
tapi bila sy bepikir balik..since we are going to have me+reo mini soon..
mimang tidak akan ada masa untuk pigi bedating berdua-dua.. 
apa lagi with only two of us here, far apart from our parents.. 
jadi kami ambil la kesempatan yang masih boleh diambil untuk bermovie dating..*wah!!! cengituh~ 
So we are watching WHAT TO EXPECT WHEN YOU ARE EXPECTING just now..
well for me i give this movie 3.7* out from 5*
 the movie was OK la for me..
mentang2 la im expecting now, knun mau tingula ni movie..
ada part lawak..and it also manage to give me a cry..
especially the part bila one of this couple miscarriage..
it really touched me and i know it must be so hurt when they really excited to have baby tapi camtu pula..
satu lagi part yang sedih bila..
satu couple ni..yes the one on the trailer yang cakap 'pregnancy is suck'
she cant have a normal labour since jantung baby dia semakin lemah..
so no choice she need to do c-sect (*btul kai tu?)..
bila selamat suda dia deliver..
she lost lots of blood..and may died..
part sini saya betul2 nangis..
husband dia panic suda time ni..
sy blh rasa...what if im that women..
tapi seripalis la kan...
jadi kamu mau tau juga ending dia? ka kamu mau pigi tingu ni movie?

Monday, May 21, 2012

Kita hanya mampu merancang ba kan..

Posted by Belle Edwin at 11:33 AM 8 comments

I always wanted to go for overseas holiday..
we supposed to have our 2nd Wedniversary holiday trip to Phuket on this coming 2nd June...
and we already paid the hotel and flight fare in FULL a..
as many peeps say..
kita hanya mampu merancang,
 Tuhan yang menentukan..
we have to canceled the trip due to my current condition..
Well..ndapa la..
we got MORE PRECIOUS gift for this coming Wedniversary
Yay! nda sabar mau balik kampung dan bercuti for 90days!

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Ombak Perut

Posted by Belle Edwin at 12:31 AM 2 comments

Sometimes i feel 'karau-karau'

Sometimes it hurts me...

Yet i really enjoy all his kicks! ;-)

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Friday, May 11, 2012

Mungkir Janji - Kids - Cat

Posted by Belle Edwin at 1:30 AM 0 comments
iya2..... i broke my promise to keep my blog up to date...but blame it to Cik Hormone... the laziness hormone talampau banyak ba...that's why ndada update...kekek.(p/s: kasi salah hormon kenen)
btw, siou if some of u still do blog hop on this dusty and kinda haunted blog...tapi iri2 noh, aiso hapdet kio..siou..

Im visiting clinic this morning...i mean yesterday morning for my antenatal check up. o ya, fyi im on my 31st week already..and yes my bump is kinda huge, still i think its tiny than others bump on this period..
Well as i mentioned on my last bilang tu nurse..biasala tu kalau 1st baby.

so masa di kelinik... as im waiting for my turn ada la ni 2 ikur budak...well, i prefer to call them ikur instead of urang sebab..this two kids keep running round and round and round and round the clinic like it was a playground...adui bekerut suda dahi sy time tu....buli kau bayangkan.? sudahla muka zombie (*no make up) + bekerut dahi....still it don't manage to scared this two lil boys AT ALL!!...tapi ko mau tau...terbayang2 dalam kepala hutak sy....if only they fall in front of me...sure i'll say "KETEH NEGI!!!'.... (Dear God, forgive me to say and think like this...but please let us be a good parent so we will not having such child, amen). Mama dia pun satu...buli kasi biar nda tegur budak2 camtu...aish2...

Ok ini adalah kesinambungan cerita budak 2 ikur itu....adalah ni mummy cat was sleeping just infront on the clinic main door ba...she was preggy ok! aik dalam hati sy, cam tau2 jak ni mummy cat that this place is Klinik Ibu dan dia pun ada appointment..kekekeke....
tu cat was sleeping exactly on the lorong yang tu budak2 lari ba..ok la...this older boys tau la langkah tu kucing..tapi yang satu ikur ni..e'ehhhh......mimang dia blh limpas ba tu kucing tapi buli2 dia stop and sengaja pijak tu kucing...adedededeh....aik anything about hurting cats sure boiling my temper ni...ok 1st time kasi chance...
2nd round..buat lagi gitu.. FOR GOD SAKE!!!!!!! this time sy mau kasi alih tu kucing..taru dia tidur di i put by hand bag on my chair and about to go the mummy cat...tapi bila sy paling balik ma tu kucing ilang suda...aik! megik i assume that the mummy cat suda keluar la...

Well,i am soon to be someone's mum just in 2 months now...
still i questioned myself... Am i really ready to raise a child?
Can i be a good mother?,,well GOD WILL!!
in God's Name sure i will ba kan...
:) wish me luck guys!

Till my next post..which i dont even know when..kekeke...
selepas bersalin kali!

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Motherhood Expo

Posted by Belle Edwin at 5:00 PM 10 comments
'Bila Mau Tukar baju ni?'
'Bila mau pakai uniform ni?'
o ok...tulah antara FAQ yang sy terima baru2 ni..
then i replied..
my bump is not huge yet..
and i still can fit all my baju kurung..
ok..ok iya tu sarung/ skirt dia sy nda dapat full zip suda..
tapi..muat lagi bah!
as i said. im still carrying a tiny bump..
ndapayah la ba samangat mau tukar uniform.. masih nda dapat cari maternity dress yang met my taste bei..

Motherhood Expo will be held on 24-26 February 2012 @ KLCC
so! hehehe...
misti banyak pilihan dan offer time tu..
well i never been to such expo before..
Iyala ba kan..buat apa juga sy pigi dulu2..
tapi kalau suda ayat 'motherhood' tu misti berkaitan
dengan preggy women and babies ba kan..
so mommies!!
Meet u there ya!

Monday, February 13, 2012

Antenatal Check Up

Posted by Belle Edwin at 1:30 PM 12 comments
Biasala..apa lagi sy mau cerita kan..
ibu-ibu mengandung ni..cerita pasal hal2 mengandung la...
so today is my antenatal check up..
BP is ok...everything goes well today..
except my last visit...
talampau over weight dia bilang tu nurse..
i supposed to gain 1-2 kgs a month...
tapi sy ni melebih2...gain 3.5kgs in 1 month...
so i was advised to come and give them a visit after 2 weeks...
which is today lai tu..
so what exactly i want to serita2 ni kali ialah (*skema)
i was asked by a couple my friends before ba..
durg tanya kenapa my baby bump kecik? even my husband ask the same thing too...
so sy pun tanya la Nurse 1, who i deal with la..
sy cakap 'ada kwan2 sy tanya sy, kenapa baby bump sy is it actually normal?'
Nurse 1 "biasanya baby 1st ni memang macam check tadi pun ok juga.'
tiba2 Nurse 2 duduk di sebelah meja Nurse 1, yang sy tidak deal with ok...
'Kawan kamu tu bukan nurse kan..kenapa nak percaya!'
dengan intonasi yang agak tembirang..
chenggg!!!!!!!... so i was like...aik pahal ko ni!
sy jwb 'Manala sy tau...diaorg pun org2 lama kan'
she then replied and repeat the same dialogue..
sy balas 'pasal tula saya tanya kamu'... pastu dia pun senyap...
tanya pun salah....explain bagus2 macam Nurse 1 kan ok...
kicik ati sy ma baby (*ceh!! padahal sy jak yg sakit ati..hahah)
oyah...btw, im not satisfied with their service juga...
but well, as others says..
Public Clinic kan... standard la kalau tindakan macam siput yang berjalan kehampaan..
So today's lesson...
Im in 19 weeks now..
and if u pregnant with 1st baby..
and ada org tanya napa baby bump kamu kick...
itu NORMAL ok..

*My bump at 19 weeks*

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Si Kicik Me.. :)

Posted by Belle Edwin at 12:58 PM 7 comments

Yes..I've spilled the bean already!!
Thanks for all the wishes ya!
Misti tu gambar mula2 kamu tercari2 mana si mini me kan..
lupa pula kasitau..ini adalah scan on my 5th weeks
time sy mula2 dapat tau sy preggy...
so time tu dia masih bentuk 'telinga' lagi kawan sy bilang..hehehe
so blm ada rupa bentuk baby lagi la..
To Arms..
ko nampak suda d?
will update more pic once sy pg scan lagi k...

Friday, January 13, 2012

When Prayers are Answered (pt.2)

Posted by Belle Edwin at 10:24 PM 9 comments

God always hear our prayers! :-)
mine are answered!
Yes..i am 14 weeks pregnant now. :-)
My due will be on 10th July..
Please pray for me n mini me+reo health ya!
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Thursday, January 5, 2012

When Prayers are Answered (pt.1)

Posted by Belle Edwin at 4:54 PM 0 comments

~Talk T0 You Guys Soon~

p/s: More Catholic Prayers click HERE

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